I was sick, and it kept getting worse by the day. Not a single infection that just passed through, but a state that kept intensifying, until I simply felt miserable.
I Was Really Sick — And I Had No Idea Why
So I got on the phone with a friend, telling her about it. She said something that made me pause: since she and her family had been in Panama, they'd been getting sick regularly. Then she told me they'd found mold in their apartment — and what they were now using to deal with it.
What hadn't crossed my mind until that conversation was exactly this explanation: maybe my body wasn't the only problem. Maybe it was my home.
How I Started Suspecting My Home
My friend offered to send me something. It was harmless enough, so in that moment I simply said yes. But I was fairly sure there had to be other, plant-based solutions too — and her offer gave me, above all, one thing: time to research it myself.
That was the real turning point. Not that someone handed me a ready-made solution, but that I finally knew what I was even looking for. My background in holistic health gave me a sense of where to start — and with what I already had at home, I began to actively support my immune system, my own answer to what I'd just come to understand.
What I Experienced in Panama — And Why It's Not About Panama
I live in Panama, in a humid, tropical climate. And it was there that I first really understood what was wrong with my home. But I want to be clear about something here: the problem isn't Panama.
A home has its own indoor climate, regardless of where it stands. In humid, tropical environments, the problem tends to show up faster and more clearly — humidity above 60% creates ideal conditions for mold, and in a climate like this, staying below that without actively managing it is genuinely hard. But the exact same underlying problem can develop in a damp basement in Germany, in a poorly ventilated old apartment, behind a closet on an exterior wall anywhere in the world. Panama was the place where I experienced it. Not the reason for it.
And it has nothing to do with cleanliness. It isn't a question of carelessness or not cleaning often enough. It's simply what happens when an organism finds exactly the conditions it needs to grow — moisture, warmth, a surface. Mold doesn't care how often you mop.
What Mold and Poor Indoor Air Can Actually Trigger in the Body
What was happening inside my body, I only understood later. Mold releases spores into the air — tiny particles that enter the body through the respiratory system and trigger an immune response. The immune system does exactly what it's there for: it fights. But that fight costs energy. When the immune system is chronically activated by something in the environment, those resources are missing elsewhere — including in the places where the body should stay stable and resilient.
Some types of mold also produce mycotoxins — compounds that are genuinely toxic to human cells. It doesn't take large amounts. A constant, low-level exposure is enough to trigger exactly what I experienced: an immune system permanently on high alert, recurring infections, fevers that kept coming back without any obvious new trigger.
What makes mold particularly sneaky is that it acts as a multiplier. If something in the body is already out of balance — hormonally, in the gut, in the stress response — mold exposure makes all of it worse. It lowers your threshold. And because the symptoms overlap with so many other things, it's almost never identified as the actual cause.
The Symptoms I Never Connected to My Home
This is the part that surprised me the most. What I experienced sounded, at first, like an ordinary cold that just wouldn't quit — recurring fever, a cough that lingered for weeks, a stuffy, runny nose that barely let up. On top of that, a head that felt like it was working through fog, and an exhaustion that didn't feel like normal tiredness, but sat deeper.
None of these symptoms on their own point clearly to a problem in your own home. That's exactly why it goes unnoticed for so long. I treated each symptom separately — something for the cough, something for the stuffy nose, just pushing through the exhaustion — without ever stepping back and asking whether there might be one shared cause behind all of it.
If you recognize several of these in yourself, especially if they get worse in certain rooms or in humid weather — it's worth taking a closer look at your home.
Where the Problem Hides in a Home
The challenge with mold is that it often stays invisible until it's already a serious problem. By the time you can actually see the dark spots in the grout, the fuzzy patch behind a piece of furniture, or the discoloration in a corner of a room, it's usually been there for a while. Smell isn't a reliable indicator either — some types of mold have that typical musty smell, others don't. You can have a serious mold problem in your home and never smell it.
In a tropical home, the most common hiding spots are predictable once you know what to look for. Under sinks — in the kitchen as well as the bathroom — is a classic spot. Any small, unnoticed water damage creates ideal conditions there. Grout and caulking in the bathroom is another obvious one, especially when the shower never fully dries out between uses.
Behind large appliances like the refrigerator or washing machine, where moisture can build up unnoticed, is worth checking. Closets on exterior walls are especially vulnerable in humid climates — the wall behind your clothes can hold far more moisture than you'd think, especially when there's barely any air circulating inside the closet. Air conditioning units and their condensation drains also deserve attention — a poorly maintained unit can circulate mold spores through the whole room while you sleep.
The Moment I Started Really Looking
I want to be really clear here: this isn't about overhauling your entire home. No renovation project, no overwhelming checklist. It's about actually looking — and then changing one thing at a time.
The first step for me was simply measuring the humidity. A basic hygrometer costs very little and tells you immediately what you're actually dealing with. The target is below 60%. If you're consistently above that, a dehumidifier in the affected rooms is one of the most effective changes you can make.
Air circulation makes an enormous difference. Opening windows when it's possible outside, using fans to keep air moving in enclosed spaces, and making sure the bathroom actually ventilates after a shower — all of this reduces exactly the moisture mold needs to grow.
Check for leaks. Under sinks, around window frames, at the base of exterior walls. A small, unnoticed drip can be feeding a mold colony you haven't found yet.
I also took a closer look at the cleaning products I was using. Many conventional cleaners contain chlorine, ammonia, synthetic fragrances — and add their own burden to indoor air quality. If you're already trying to lower the load in your own home, it doesn't make much sense to introduce a different kind of load at the same time.
How It Feels Now That I Know What Caused It
It took a while, but we actually found the problem. The ceiling in our studio and in the hallway — areas we'd barely ventilated, because we lived on the 21st floor, the windows had no screens, and we didn't have ceiling fans. Open windows weren't really an option for us, because we were worried our cats could fall from the 21st floor. The ceiling was completely covered in white fuzz.
We found the problem and cleaned it, wearing masks and respirators. Then we focused on air quality, because mold spores are essentially always present in Panama. We cleared out the closets and got rid of what needed to go — in the process, I lost some of my favorite leather belts and shoes. After that, we turned to our bodies: mold spores enter through every opening in the body, spread there, and are stubborn.
Within a few days, I felt noticeably better. But every time we walked into a store, an apartment, or a house with mold exposure, it started immediately — sneezing, sniffling, itchy, watery eyes. That went on for quite a while.
These days, it doesn't happen to me anymore. We've developed routines that keep mold exposure in our home in check and support our bodies instead of harming them.
If This Sounds Like You Too
You don't have to change everything at once. In fact, trying to tackle everything at the same time usually leads nowhere.
Start with one room. Pick the space where you spend the most time — the bedroom is a good place to begin, since you spend eight hours a night breathing exactly that air. Measure the humidity. Look in the corners. Check under the bed and behind furniture on exterior walls. Open the window if you can. Notice how it smells.
That's it. One room, one look, one small change. What happened to me didn't happen overnight — and it doesn't have to be solved overnight either. But maybe it starts with exactly this one small step.
If you're curious about what else I'm discovering about a healthier home and a life that actually fits who you are — my weekly wellness notes are a good place to stay connected. Get the weekly wellness notes here.
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